7 Years without my Elizabeth

Happy 7th Birthday sweet baby girl. The years keep taking you farther away from me, dimming my memory of that moment we were together, making me question how I could love someone so much that I never got to meet. 


But my love never fades. It still brings me to tears after all this time. Sometimes it doesn't make any sense that I should love you after all this time. So hard to love someone I can hardly remember. But still there it is welling up in my eyes. 


And still here I am without you. A lifetime of loving someone who is not even here. This is why a mother’s grief just goes on… until I hold you again, little princess.