Waiting

Dear Amelia,
Please come soon.
I can't imagine you staying.
I don't know if there are any graves left near your sister Elizabeth, and I don't know what I would do if we lost you, but I am half expecting it.

This wait has felt like an eternity.
I will treasure that moment I get to meet you.
It just feels so surreal. And you are waiting in there so long,
I just don't have any patience left anymore.

I am afraid to let you stay in there much longer
because my womb is where Elizabeth died,
and I want you safely out, and alive.